Growing up, when I took him out for a walk, he would rush downstairs like crazy and then pee like a sluice. I suspect that the grass downstairs was because he was bald. In fact, he is still very good. He will run happily when he sees other dogs, but he is afraid to rush to others. When I see a puppy, I will wag my tail excitedly and stretch my head to see others, but I still can’t jump. Every time he runs too fast, he will be afraid that he has made a mistake. He is so energetic that sometimes I can’t hold him back. But as soon as I call him, I will turn my head and stand there waiting for you. The guard is very dependent on my mother. If he suddenly can’t see my mother while walking the dog, he will keep looking for it. So my mother also likes to play hide-and-seek with him. Later, when I disappeared, he would turn his head to find me.
In fact, I know that he is in poor health, which is in his genes. The purer the golden retriever, the better it looks, but the more likely it is to get sick. When he was over one year old, he found that his hind legs were not good, so we never dared to let him eat fat or exercise too much. I will hold him and pray in my heart that he can live longer. Seeing the video of other dogs giving rings at their master’s wedding, I also imagined that he would live to see my wedding day.
Last September, I left China and began to study abroad. Shortly after I left, my father took him back to the company. I’ve been sending messages asking to take the prince home, but it didn’t work. But this time, I can’t do anything because I’m not with him. Mom will go to see him for me. My mother told me that the guard is very happy now because there is a large open space for him to play. I was raised too fat by my dad, and I was worried about his bad legs.
I thought I could see him when I had a holiday, but the epidemic prevented me from returning to China so far. I still remember that before I left, there was a small tumor on his leg. Fortunately, it was just a lump, not a tumor.
Yesterday, my mother called me, but I missed it.
Today, my mother called me on WeChat again, telling me that the tumor on the leg of the guard was getting bigger and she wanted to take him to see a doctor. It was like I was ignited in an instant, and I started to collapse. Later, I kept asking and asking, and my mother began to falter and stutter. Then the call ended. I stood by the kitchen, suddenly flustered, and my hands and feet became cold instantly. I know something may have happened. I hurriedly comforted myself that it’s okay. It’s okay. Everything will be fine.
An hour later, my mother contacted me again. She said she still had to tell me: “Shuai Shuai is gone.”
In fact, I didn’t collapse as I expected, and I didn’t cry. I’m still calm, but I can’t type a word, and tears fall on the quilt one by one. I know that he may not live as long as other dogs because of his poor health; But I didn’t expect him to leave so early.
Heart disease, sudden onset, and medical treatment are ineffective.
It suddenly occurred to me that my mother sent me to class in junior high school and my father took the guard for a walk. When the guard saw that my mother and I were out of the courtyard, he broke free from the rope and tried to chase us. But he didn’t run as fast as the car, and when he couldn’t find us, dad couldn’t find him either. So my father called my mother. When I heard that the guard was missing, I frantically asked my mother to stop. Then I came down and went straight along the road to find the dog. The legs I walked that day were all pumping. In the evening, my father called me and said that the guard was seen by his neighbors and called home. I just took off my strength and relaxed.
This time, the guard won’t go home.
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