During the Spring Festival of 2017,
our whole family went to Tangshan Town, a suburb of Nanjing, to spend New Year’s Eve. We took you with
us all the way and worried about whether you were breathing well in the trunk.
We took you to a small courtyard with a smell of soil.
You were smart and quickly memorized the way. We took my sister and me back and forth.
In the evening, firecrackers were crackling. You were shocked and scared when you saw such a scene for the first time.
We returned home the next day. We were going to travel abroad the next morning. We
were worried that no one would take care of you, so we specially asked your aunt’s family to stay in our house to take care of you for 14 days. I don’t know what you are thinking. The owner doesn’t want me anymore? He changed the owner? At that time, I was eager to go out and play. Although I missed you, I didn’t think too much and just left. Fortunately, you were also open-minded and adaptable. Soon you got along well with them. I heard from my aunt that in the morning you would hold the access card in your mouth and ask her to take you downstairs. When we got home, you had gained weight. You smelled sweet after taking a bath in the pet store. When you saw me, you were so excited that you kept scratching the glass door, wagging your tail and shouting that I wanted you to touch it, so you quickly made up for your sleep. At that time, I really didn’t have the interest to reminisce with you. I was really exhausted after playing with you for half a month.
After a while, I decided to take you out for a run every day.
I especially liked you holding my hand, and my speed was intertwined with the wind.
I was crazy on the street holding your hand without caring about anything. We ran
and then went home with a blushing face. You stuck out your tongue and drank water crazily, then collapsed beside the bed.
I lay on the sofa and watched you browse your circle of friends. It felt so good.
I just wanted to bask in the sun quietly, but you
insisted on lying on me and acting coquettish. On rainy days, you were covered in mud but still lay on me. In the end, we were two muddy kids. I was afraid of being scolded when I went home. I turned on the bathroom heater to take you to take a bath. I could see that you were very reluctant. But when I washed your feet, you knew to lick my hand. Although you were very uncomfortable, you still compromised. But you really don’t like the hair dryer. No matter how I coaxed you, you refused to blow it. I was afraid that you would catch a cold. I tried my best to dry you with towels and napkins.
After so long, I only taught you to sit down I can only shake half of the hand.
The only happy thing was that I played Frisbee with you.
The first time I threw the Frisbee, you ran wildly to pick it up and gave it to me.
There were only the two of us on the green lawn.
I will never forget the way you ran towards me.
Oh, and the scene of you catching butterflies and chasing bees. I didn’t have time to take a picture, but it was imprinted in my mind.
However, after only two or three days since we last met,
just during the Qingming Festival,
I heard that you were vomiting and having
diarrhea. At first, I searched all kinds of things on the Internet, thinking that it was just gastroenteritis.
I came back and took you downstairs. I saw that you were in good spirits. You
were running under the cherry trees in the community. You had something in your mouth and I couldn’t knock it out. I chased you without a rope and you ran away. I really regretted bringing you downstairs. I don’t know what the dirty thing was.
The next day, I woke up and saw that you didn’t eat or drink. You vomited and had diarrhea in the morning.
I found that something was wrong. I checked a lot of information on the Internet. I first boiled some brown sugar water
for you, but you didn’t drink it. I was going to come back in the evening to take you to the hospital.
Who knew that
when the bad news came and I saw my dad sent the two words “it’s over”, my scalp went numb.
I was scared. I was scared to hear all the bad news. I have been praying today,
hoping that it was just a minor problem. When he woke up, he was alive and kicking in front of me.
I consulted the owner of the pet shop.
It’s not an exaggeration to cry all the way home and hug you. He cried until he collapsed.
I’m really sorry. Blame me for not knowing anything. I brought you home
to give you pain and a short life.
I’m really afraid that I’ll stand on the windowsill in the future without a little Qi
who likes to cling to my legs, and a morning run without you to lead the way
. I probably won’t go to that steamed bun shop anymore. Every time I pass by, I spend one dollar on two steamed buns and you eat them very well .
I touch you from head to toes.
You’ve lost a lot of
weight, like someone I don’t know.
You’ll never bark or jump again.
You’ll never secretly open the glass door and eat the food on my table
again. You’ll never learn new skills from me again.
You’ll never…
I heard people say that golden retrievers The first half of my life was a demon, the second half was an angel
. I haven’t had time to witness your transformation
. You just arrived, why are you so eager to leave?
I cried so hard that my head was about to split. I don’t know what you will look like when I wake up tomorrow morning.
I’m afraid to face you. I really want to hold you and spend the last time with you.
689 days ago, I lost my most beloved dog.
119 days ago, you came to my home.
Today is the 183rd day since you came to this world
. I named you Xiaoqi because you came to my home exactly 17 months after I lost Faer. Seventeen is not easy to pronounce, so I called you Xiaoqi.
I’m sorry, I probably won’t keep a dog anymore.
It’s my fault that I can’t give you 100% love.
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