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The owner came to see me, and the girl disappeared. At the beginning, I had to do debridement with one hand and infusion with the other, so I couldn’t take care of myself. Eating was a problem.
Seeing that I am alone, Sister Deng offered to send me meals and feed me every day, and several good friends in the group would also come to see me.
When changing the dressing, the doctor has to open the 10-cm-long surgical wound, take out the gauze buried inside and put a new one in. It really hurts. But the more it hurts, the more I laugh.
Deng Jie was soft-hearted, and I was worried that she would cry after reading it. Every day, I made an excuse not to tell her the real dressing change time. Once, I didn’t hide it. On that day, she deliberately said that she had something to come in the afternoon, so I thought it was just right to change the transfusion at eleven o’clock.
Who knows, she had been waiting at the door for a long time, and saw the whole process of my dressing change. Looking back, I found Sister Deng covering her mouth and crying at the door, calling me, “Are you stupid? You cry when it hurts! ” I quickly joked with her and made her laugh.
During the one-month stay in the hospital, I spent more than 17 thousand yuan, which was paid for by the group friends.
I used my medical insurance card to reimburse 3,200 yuan. My friends said that I missed a month’s work and left me with a lost time allowance, but I wanted to donate it.
Considering that there have been problems in financial management within the group, I am afraid that once the money enters the group, it will disappear. I discussed it with my friends and decided which pet hospital to give the money to to pay off the debts for the group.
But before I could say this decision, the group owner said that I should give the money to the group and sent me a lot of WeChat messages. I quit the group in a rage.
After I left the group, Xiao Jin’s classmates, big brothers and Deng Jie also left. Those who were keen on me in the group were all given a cold shoulder, so people left the group one after another after me. I heard that there were only about 300 people left in the rescue group at the lowest point.
“Hey, are you a cat?” Countless times, I was greeted by strangers in a curious and friendly way. In the past, when I was in a group, I usually went out to save the dog and left after the rescue. Except for a few people who often go to the yard, there are few opportunities to meet other group friends offline.
That summer, when I was walking my dog outside wearing a short-sleeved T-shirt with bare arms, someone often recognized me through that ferocious scar and greeted me actively.
I just know that they are the original group friends, but most of them are no longer in the group.
After I quit the group, the rescue group forbade me to contact Tutu. It took me a lot of trouble to ask someone to intercede before I saw it. At that time, the owner specially welded an iron cage for it.
Ironically, the cage was not even as big as the one we closed when we rescued it. It was only a little longer than its body, and it was difficult to turn around. It’s not enough that the iron cage is closed. They added a P chain.
Seeing the sunshine and experiencing the feeling of freedom, Tutu was imprisoned again only because of an accidental injury, and no one dared to approach it and give it a chance.
Tutu is a sentimental dog. He didn’t mean to bite, because he was kept in a cage since he was a child. No one has ever taught him. He just doesn’t know what harm his teeth will do to people.
The way it looks at me is so gentle that I can’t bear to look straight at it.
I tried to adopt Tutu, but I was blocked. On the one hand, the adoption conditions of the rescue group were extremely harsh. They thought that my financial ability was too poor. On the other hand, because of my work, I had to bring many dogs at the same time.
But Tutu’s original psychological problems will lead to more and more serious behaviors of protecting his master and competing for favor, for fear of being abandoned again. In the end, he will stop any other dogs from appearing around me, but if he doesn’t help others to train dogs, I will lose my financial resources …
I am not sure that I can balance it. Based on these practical problems, I gave up the adoption of it, and I hope that the rescue group can help it find a better home than me.
Unexpectedly, in the summer of 2018, my former group friends suddenly sent me a photo. Tutu died of tumor in the ear and renal failure, and she didn’t wait for a family willing to adopt it until her death. I looked at the photos and felt very sad.
If I work a little harder, if there are not so many mistakes, its traumatic psychology will be healed, it will live a few more years, and it will become very gentle, I believe … but there is no if.
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In the end, I chose to go it alone and set up a dog friend group by myself. All the help was from the heart of the group members, without coercion, no membership fee and no grade.
Although this is a spontaneous non-governmental organization started by me without subsidies, I still have more like-minded partners.
I couldn’t find an ideal place, so I used my four-story house, and all the rooms were used for dogs except my living space.
In the concept of modern people, the house in the center of the city is not for people to live in, but for stray dogs, which may even be misinterpreted as an insult to people to some extent.
I always smile at my neighbors’ ridicule, satire and sarcasm, and take it back with a soft knife.
In the autumn of 2018, it rained for several days. A pigeon breeder took his dog to the gym early in the morning and discarded it. Since then, it has been hovering near the Pigeon Friends Association, stubbornly surviving, waiting for the owner to come back and pick it up.
Gymnasium security guards are a little friendlier than security guards in other places, at least they don’t beat dogs, and occasionally they buy sausages for them, which few security guards in public areas can do.
After several rescues, we can’t take it away. It has its persistence.
In this case, I usually take a measure, that is, take it back for sterilization and vaccination, put it back in its original place, keep an eye on it, feed it when necessary, and at the same time, I respect it.
Treating every dog rationally is not to give a room, a basin of water and a bowl of meat, but to consider it from a human perspective.
Maybe it is not hungry, but it is not happy, and it has no freedom. I am willing to guess their psychological and real needs.
In the stray dog rescue circle, there are many unwritten adoption rules, such as not adopting students, who think that students’ temperament and income are unstable.
I made a new adoption regulation in my own rescue group-free adoption system, with a deposit of 600 yuan for sexual intercourse and 200 yuan for sterilization. After that, I will be vaccinated every year, and I will receive 100 yuan back with live video and vaccine certificate until I get it.
I didn’t restrict the adoption of students. In fact, they are all well raised.
In the past, in my most difficult days, the company of dogs helped me through the haze. Now, I am willing to give stray dogs a place to live in this city with my strength and my home, and do my best to help them and do every moment well.
By the time I am old, there are many memorable stories. How many dogs have I saved, touched and trained in my life? How many dogs will react when I hear my whistle?
I think, with these memories, my happiness, no one can take it away.
In fact, the cat first became attached to the dog because of his father.
His father treated him like a stray dog, so when he saw Tutu, he thought of himself.
It’s just that it’s not someone else, but his real father. Father didn’t love him at all. When the cat was young, his father even hung him and beat him. After mom died, dad let his girlfriend kill and eat Hei Hu, the cat. It’s simply! Don’t share a mortal enemy.
In 2002, he earned more than 200,000 yuan by his own efforts. He wanted to study veterinary medicine, but his father forced him to send him to his aunt to raise pigs. The salary is 2000 yuan a year. What he cherishes, his father must destroy it for him.
Cat: “To tell you the truth, I saw myself in Tutu, which is very similar to me in the past.
My father didn’t realize that he had made a mistake until he was old, and wanted me to forgive him, but I won’t die.
Because for so many years, he always crushed my dream in various ways and killed my sister with words.
The person I hate most in this world is probably him. “
The story of the cat is very long, and under the oppression of his father, he has never been knocked down.
About cats, if you want to know more, you can go to the article column of my home page. His story with dogs actually runs through his life …
The story is over. Congratulations, Spike and Tutu are the main characters in this story. This story is not fiction, but something that really happened in this world.
Loyalty or not, in fact, we all have a conclusion in our hearts. The most obvious loyalty in the story is spike and rabbit. Of course, I’m not saying congratulations on disloyalty, but it’s not written in the story, not clearly written.
After the spike climbed the tree, he never came down without an order. In order to protect him, Tutu accidentally grazed others … Is it loyalty or gratitude? I think they are loyal because they repay kindness with kindness, and they are willing to repay each other with their lives.
I hope this story can also make people realize that you should not abandon dogs at will or abuse them.
Life is always worthy of respect.
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